I am all of these
A Messiah is Reborn
Ode to my Former Self
Today I weep and laugh in deep love, mourning and gratitude.
She died. Not the first time, but this was complete. Her physical body, empty and gone limp. I gently cradled her and thanked her. For holding this space. For creating and experiencing this life. For learning and opening. For freeing me back into life.
She fully experienced the game, played it so beautifully, with such strength and grace.
I am sooo grateful for her overcoming, her willingness to come forward, to take her own path, to do the different thing. To keep questioning and growing. Not settling into the normal and the expected.
Early in her life, she thought, “maybe I just don’t understand. Maybe if I dive in deeper and learn more I will find the redemption they speak of with such reverence”. Already having attended Catholic grade school she continued as an altar server, became a lector and cantor, sang in the choir, read the holy book, and searched out other ways of receiving their message.
After not finding the freedom and redemption she searched for, her rebellion was complete. Meat on Friday - even during lent. (gasp!) Black hair, clothes and tattoos. Sex, alcohol, and heavy heavy metal rock ‘n’ roll.
Then, more than 20 years ago, so afraid and alone, she birthed new life. A baby boy was born on Holy Easter Saturday. The next day, the church that shamed her, would be celebrating resurrection and new life. Ironic and funny really.
Years later, she rose from contemplating physical suicide saying, “I will give this life one more try, but this time, we are doing it my way.”
She went from the pediatric ER as a young child, with asthma attacks, to hiking mountains as a woman with the group she created. All with her beloved dog Roy by her side.
Through her searching, she found many completely different belief systems. After attending The Gathering of the Shamans, she excelled in shamanic practice and spiritual mentoring. She left her 18 year career in medicine, knowing that was no longer enough for her. She started and left a Spiritual Equine retreat center ranch.
All the while, she kept searching and asking questions.
Her search for truth and freedom wrenched her from her beloved origin family in Wisconsin to Colorado, Minnesota, back to Colorado. Then recently, moving to a beautiful home in the desert southwest.
Her dreams had come true. Her man - her king. Her home - fit for a queen. Her relationship and empowered authenticity work - potent.
Then, last night, silently in her bed, a soft sob, and she died. Her life left her as she was gently held by a familiar being.
This being, a power that had for years bided its time, gasping for breath. It suddenly came flooding back, no longer drowning in the water but becoming the water.
I rose to fill the limp lifeless body I was gently cradling. I took a deep breath. Resurrection.
A messiah is reborn - bringing the word and message and miracles that you may experience your own complete irreverence, death, liberation and resurrection.
"There are so many amazing people out there, walking around all dimmed and tamed - so boring. I fucking love seeing people step into their fullest expression!!"
"You may have done all of the personal work in the world in your room, by yourself - but... any thing you haven't done - will show up in relationship. The ultimate test. "
An 'Authenticity' Coach for 7 years, Marinda realized that the message of authenticity is often to choose one stable version of yourself. It is asking us to reject facets, aspects and components of ourselves.
'Un-authenticity' embraces all of our 'sides.' It is showing up as we choose in each moment. It sees our ability to 'shape-shift' and adjust as a gift. so often we use it as a coping mechanism or see it as our weakness.
Marinda is able to 'see' below your symptoms and get directly to the source, instead of treating, what you may think are individual concerns. These are profound transformations quickly.
She illuminates and strikes at old stories, paradigms, conditioning, and attachments. Bringing truth to unbolt and liberate you from the cage that you have been experiencing this life from with in.
This "un-authenticity" principle, Marinda's spiritual/intuitive/seer gifts and teachings, and revolutionized relationships are
brought together in these offerings.
This is experience is real and raw, not abandoning your current tension , but staying with it and releasing it - crying, screaming, tantrums are a part of the experience. Then - just as real, feel the effervescent pleasure, devotion, delight and the effortless joy of your authentic and fully empowered relationship.
“I knew you were crazy enough to do it. Bwhahaha!!!”
“I knew my purpose was big, that it was huge. I was going to need someone to kick my ass. I knew you would rise me into my purpose."
"I needed someone that wasn’t going to judge or be jealous or afraid."
"I could see your gifts were powerful, and I also knew that you knew when to quietly hold space, or laugh, or cheer for me.”
“The current situation with my relationships needed to be handled first, but I knew that was just the beginning.”
“Now, I know that I get to have fun in my relationships, not just needing from a relationship.”
“I was completely caged with fear and worry, then… it just… disintegrated.”
“It is safe now to be ALL of me.” “I became my safe space, then this joyful child like self emerged.”
“I went from needing a guide, to knowing I am my guide.”
“I am now so in my power, I don’t care what anyone thinks. I know that I can bring anything into being. It has already happened and is happening!”
She started working with me, ready to leave her narcissistic husband of 15 years with nothing but her children. Her son had run away and wanted nothing to do with her.
Now, she and her ex were able to agree and submit a settlement without court for her full half. Her new relationship with her son is better than ever.
But the biggest relationship shift, she said, was with herself. No more rejecting herself. “No more hiding, afraid my power will hurt people, or that I am so powerful people will be mad at me or not love me.”
She claimed her full value, realized she is her safe space, and now trusts herself completely.
She is right, her purpose is freaking huge! To bring native peoples out of their victimhood and back into their spiritual connection and warrior strength. And… she has risen to it - confident and sure, poised and graceful, with childlike enthusiasm, and a potent and just a bit dangerous warrior’s edge.
It took someone crazy enough to kick her ass, to liberate her from her cage, and to raise her into the powerful being she is.
~After a total of over $50,000 in programs, webinars, sessions, and coaching over 10 years E.K. knew it was time to work with Marinda. The Monster Trainer package was 8 sessions and 1 intensive "Un-Authenticity" package. She had a 90% reduction in searching for and feeling she needed other people to give her the answers. She knew she had the answers with in. Her toxic relationship with her mother was impacting her world and her businesses, after a contact she would lose hours trying to re-center. The time lost was gone and the impact was even 80% more than that reduced.
~After 20 years of a narcissistic relationship, C.E. went through years of therapy and other providers. She still had PTSD, social anxiety, and a generalized fear that was keeping her from living her life. She knew it was time to Cross the Threshold into Liberation. Just 3 sessions led to her social anxiety decreasing by 50%. Her PTSD and generalized fear and anxiety were reduced by 70%. After the full program, her social anxiety was reduced by 80%! She was meeting people, scheduling appointments, and even social get togethers.
~To work with Marinda~
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